A Little Fishie

Welcome to:Jennifer's Live Journal



If you are a shark, before you continue into my lj, you must recite the following pledge:

"I am a nice shark, not a mindless eating machine.
If I am to change this image, I must first change myself.
Fish are friends, not food."

Halloween is friday.
No college halloween parties for me. but thats okay :]
Boyfriend birthday on Halloween.

The working two jobs thing...sorta cuts out a lot of time that i use to have to hang out with anybody! oh yeah and to "hang out" with my text books. not good.

I am officially an employee at Borders! yay.
Today was my second day and it was pretty chill. I dont really have to deal with that many customers because I am temp. hired as a paperchase person. Which means that all i have to deal with in the store is the stationary part of the store. mhmm.

Life is good at the moment :] i am happy.

I might not be too happy about my grade in calc....actually i just checked and i just barely have a c! so that cannot go down! i have to pass this summer class! If i dont i guess it wont be the end of the world...my mom might think so i guess but hey it is my grade!


i think i have my classes mapped out for next semester. next semester should go better than the last too. since i promised myself that i would take a smaller workload hopefully to help me have more time to concentrate on them !

so im not really goood at this...getting over someone thingy. its just not working out that well. but it has to work out well. have i improved in the last lets say...6 months?im not counting really, just an estimate of the months. counting is bad, it makes you dwell on things. i think so. a little bit. the cell phone has not been helping my that much either. it feels good to type things out. it would feel even better to say them, but you know thats not really realistic at the moment.

I NEED TO STOP!

this would be easier if i wasnt still friends with this person. that wouldnt work out either i suppose.

live journal is dying. it is sad. why? i dont get it. i suppose i could just write all this into a blog on myspace or a bulletin but i guess the point of not doing that is so that everyone on your friends list knows everything. livejournal is good because there are only a few people that you talk to on it right? but what happens when those few people fall off the face of the planet and only go on myspace? yeah that doesnt make sense but w/e.

goodnight
mm.....yams.
candied yams!
excited for turkey day!

Rocky





The Monette/Smith family dog!

Born:July 14th 2007
i think...

i think i had a dream last night about birthdays...and schools.

hmm...so i guess this was my birthday and one of my friends got this really awesome only camera that was my grandma's. weird. so the camera was like a polaroid camera in the sense that they came out automatically. the camera was about the size of a brief case and it was also like a brownie camera( where you ave to look down into this box and you see the image upside down, if anybody knows what i'm talking about. but this camera doesn't make sense because the picture's came out on matte paper in color!

i told you have weird dreams...but doesn't everybody?

anyways...so the other half of my dream was about somebody who was having a halloween birthday party in a school. that was interesting. oh and it was an indoors school. it sorta reminded me of harry potter but it wasn't. no magic in this dream :[ haha. hmm...and there was a purple dinosaur cake. and i can't remember the rest...

so i signed up for my classes today :]

english 110(3 units)MW
math 176(6 units)MW
chem 120(4 units)MWF

FINALLY!

now all i need is a car. my license come in the mail on the 12th! i'm excited! but im not so excited to see my permit picture on there! me and my frizzy hair! oh well! at least i have my license.

emotionally fricken drained.

why does everything have to be so confusing?

haha. today i had another "jen moment!" so i was sitting in the car and i noticed that my cell phone fell out of my pocket and i didn't know where it went to. i had my phone on vibrate and i called it but i couldn't hear it when i called it so i thought that i must have dropped it at rite aid when i was getting in the car. so i get out to look for it and it was on my seat...i was sitting on it.

yup.

lately i have been feeling stressed. hmm...i will just be sitting down or eating and all of a sudden i will just feel like crap and i need to lay down or just want to lay down and close my eyes. hate when that happens.

ok so school is out and im stressed! whats up with this? its summer! i should have nothing to worry about!

forget it.

school is finally over with. that is high school is finally over with. whats next? college....and everything else i have no clue.

school is coming to an end. the first of many lasts is tomorrow.
tomorrow is that last swim meet[league finals]...and the last time i will be swimming at granite hills! weird. the last day i will be going over to the pool after school.

i cant fuckin sleep!
i fell asleep w/ o shedding one tear. i actually did it. then i wake up in the middle of a night bc of a dream and i guess my sub conscious woke me up then i couldnt stop thinking...then that is when the water works came. so i woke up at....2:45 and it is now 3:38. i need sleep but i cant bc every time i try to go to sleep i think of something and start all over again.
make it stopppp.

I dont think im ready to let go.

swim is seriously killing me now! so i didnt go to swim practice all last week and so this week i am going to 2 practices a day. its sucks. my shoulders and stomach ache. now i have a sunburn. i thought i put sunscreen on! gosh. i guess i missed my upper back and shoulders.


ahhhh sunburnnnnnn.
go away.
NOW.
hahah so im so going to have a swim tan on my back at prom. oh well. my dress should avert peoples eyes away from the swim tan :]

so today is the day before Easter. me and my family just got finished watching Borat. hilarious!

so tonight was the best valentines day ever :]

it hurt.



but so worth it.